Do you know i'm not the perfect
i know everyone is not the perfect guy
but sometime i feel me really nope suit
come to this world
me never think to much just some time
i'm feel i was redundant
but some time i will scare
leave this beautiful world
human is a contradictions animals...
no wonder got a lot person say
life is so difficult
i'm Boc
20 soon
me don't have car
don't have wife
and me is a designer
but still study me never give up my life
i just tell my self is god choose me
to come this world and do something
nope helping some one but is got a feel
me must do some mission in this world
i know me just a normal human but sometime
i will keeping say i not a normal
i do not want be a normal human
i wan be a special
that's why i keep find some special thing
to make other person to notice me
i have a girl friend got a girl friend is my life
important part do you know why?
she name call stefanie chen
actually we know each other in a online game
name MEETOTO
i know got a lot person will think this is so absurd
but really the is real i know she in internet
she stay in sabah then me is stay in pahang
i know event i say we already together
already 2 years
i know this is a big secret for her family
cause last 2week me just say a lie to she
brother nope i want
just she don't want let her brother worry about it
some time i will ague which her but she know i
don't like to ague but some time ague just
will let us know what we need
that why we still will ague
i have ask her a question in last time
ME: " if got a day, i leave you, you will how to do? "
Stefanie: " she tell me she will be
continue she life, call me don't worry
cause, if me wan to go sure the heart already no at her there
then i just will let you go"
after i ask her this question i just stunk in 2sec
after that i just hug my darling
i will promise the world if she nope
cold-shoulder me
i will nop leave it serious..
my life still have my family too
i'm a very lucky guy not a orphan
thank's god
i got a father
i got a mother
i got two brother's
and i still have a elder sister
i'm the younger's in my house
i very proud i have my this family
thank's god
they never give up me before
and let me be a scum of society
i know that which parents will let it be that
thank's my father also he now is still
keep give me pocket money and paid my college fee
thank's my dear father
my father last time will keep say me
you already go out please
think and take care you self
when the 1st time i come to KL
this is a new place for me
i think i will get a lot freedom
ya i did't it when last time i will think got a day
i want go to club ya done me already go and taste it
actually everything just a normal thing in club just like
off the mind light but still have some light more
and the DJ play the song on state
that's all
i don't not know this kind life is suit you a not
but for me is ya suit
don't know why i suddenly i will write this
a lot thing on my blog
i just got a feel to write it..
this is for today
thank's for read my blog thank's...
-裝神- 筆
